The Better Of Me

there was a time when I was still seeking that unexplored part of me ..
a journey well travelled :)

Life was never a tiresome journey ...
I could walk and walk and never stop..
Each day to learn a new theory ..
Each incident a lesson learnt ..
With the good and bad ..
the loving and the hating..
The pain and suffering...
the joys that kept me smiling ..
something would try hard enough..
to crush a soul ..
under the feet of destruction..
that taught me the better of life..
to simple nod and walk ahead..
I caught myself up in emotions ..
Also a few things of which I had never dreamt ..
I could not stop anymore ..
Had walked too far ahead ..
I did think to slow down for once ..
But, what if I could never pick up pace, again?
I would simply close my eyes and move on ..
Knowing a better part of myself ..
Did I tread too long living for others?
Did I see myself dependent?
Did the sense of reason run out of me?
Did a part me fade away?
I couldnt have have known ..
until a strength walked passed..
looked back and passed a peaceful smile ..
held my hand ...
it led me on ..
That was a touch of love ..
there was a certain warmth ..
there was a certain charm and protection ..
I knew then nothing could go wrong ..
I learnt to introspect ..
I learnt to keep quiet ..
I learnt to observe the good and worse ..
And react when required ..
It was a motivation ..
It was a driving force ..
Life seemed to be mocking me once ..
It seemed to be applauding me next ..
Such irony when you find a precious gem ..
when all could walk over were slippery pebbles..
Thats when I questioned ..
thats when I seeked ..
I was on a lookout ..
To find a different side of me ..
I closed my eyes and listened ..
To the music in everything ..
I learnt to trust something without questioning ..
because that someone knew a better part of me ..

cuz it made me live .. made me think ..made me realise who I am <3 <3

Not Just Another Moment

To know a thousand things,
to judge them through the times,
to look around and find,
finally what matters.


Through every nook and corner,
Through every tear and smile,
All the darkness that gripped,
But,eventually its mine.


That joy which numbs me,
That stare which ceases,
The rhythm of my breath,
and my heart beat.


I could savor the moment,
I could stop the time,
I could just stand there,
and say its all mine.


Waited too long to feel,
too see the same ,
To whisper the same words,
that made me live.


Undying was how it was,
distances never did grow,
left behind my reasons,
to start it all new.


I walked over those memories,
I walk ahead to make new,
I look behind at all those tears,
and now the smiles that are new.


Oh!it has all washes away,
time taught me the better of it,
I grew in what i felt and my thinking,
this is a new time and new age.


I look back to what was,
Now,I cant regret,
Am starting a new life
This is not just another moment ......