That one moment when,
you feel you are sinking in,
deep in the depths of yourself,
when evrything around seems pointless,
the reasons to life cease to exist,
when every person walking by,
seems to be gorging in,
when the surroundings seem to be closing in.
when the heart takes too much effort to beat,
when your lungs feel tight as you breathe,
when everyone seems to be against you,
when the time seems to be running away from you.
Smiles seem to tuff to bring,
the hands are left cold and pale,
feels like you are searchign a way out,
from a deepset dark tunnel,
into the brightness of the world.
when you want to cry,
but,even the tears are reluctant,
when you want to speak,
you find no words to convey,
when all the lovely memories,
flood back in from the past,
when all the joyous moments,
cut like a knife through the heart,
but,nothing helps fill the void.
when you say,'let go',
when all you want is peace,
all you want is a reason to smile,
a reason to be free.
it springs up from the grave,
setting the emotions away,
A look of deparation,
A silent sweet prayer,
Someone uncover the blanket of darkness,
to lead me unto the path I seek,
to rise again from the place of the dead,
To live a life and to be me.
