The Lust of The Night

Tonight I stand, 
Beneath the starlight heaven,
The silver moonlight,
netted on the waters.

Each breath as I take,
The bliss of the moment flows through me,
As I close my eyes,
I feel swept off my feet.

The tender lips are numb,
As the breeze kisses them,
The silk woven hair dance,
As the breeze plays.

I twitch in the night so serene,
As a message the wind whispers,
In the mystic cold night,
Which sends through me a silent shiver.

Retake

Many times when you revisit a place, you live the vibes in a new way each time.
A girl revisited the city where she spent three years of her college life. All the streets had a memory written on them; all the words spoken, the feelings felt. The wreckless nights and the silent thoughts. The magic still remained in the air  like perfume hanging off of a cloudy thread.

She met the people she once hung out with. The familiar faces brought back ocean deep memories. The good and the bad. It wasnt only the journey with the place but, the journey with people. The ones who came and went and those who remained. She saw the flashback to the start of the three years and it played like a movie right before her eyes. Each vivid experience enhancing her visit back to perhaps, her most favourite city.

She went in a car ride with her friends. On the way, while the cold winds whipped through hair, she felt like a visitor, to experience and capture to what was a flashback to all  that she had done and being there to experience it over again. It was a Deja Vu and felt her veins pump up with an excitement she had never felt before.Then she saw the power couple. The boy at the wheels and his girl next to him. A carefree symphony with a whiff of craziness. She enjoyed her music swaying her hand in the breeze. Right there, that music, those people did a magic of a kind.

The night unfolded into spilled secrets and real identities. It was an experience where she witnessed the sides of individuals when they were the most uninhibited and loud mouthed. It amused her to see the scenario pan out before her eyes. The twists in the night and switching sides. It was fascinating how people's demeanor changes and in the flow, how they tend to say their thoughts out loud.

She thought about it all after the night had ended and she only thought one thing that insecurities overflow, there is competition amongst people's thoughts process, there wants and needs. There is shift in curve in the personalities of people.  Then again there is also true brotherhood and lots of love.

The people she met, all taught her one thing; Everyone's life is a journey with favourable and unfavourable circumstances. In this city, everyone knew everyone. They were all connected with an infinite rope. It was made with the smallest and biggest moments of the three years there.

With the chill of dawn, she fell into a deep sleep. She was happy to be back. 

New Dimensions ..

Halfway through that half smile,
I realised how half of my heart,
Now felt complete,
All I needed was that day,
That ride through the cold winds,
Shiver down my spine,
While I was whisked away into the night,
The eyes that gleamed,
I looked a little deeper and could see,
Intelligenc, naughtiness and life,
A spirit of a different kind,
When words which I read,
On the outside did surprise,
Although, in my heart I always knew,
What was brewing right before me,
A voice which rings in your head,
Even long after you've heard it,
Each time you recall it,
There's a vibe of passion to it,
So much of pure beauty,
Strummed through those strings,
It was like a religion of a parallel world,
Which seemed so self made and giving,
It was the kind of connection,
The kind we dint speak out,
Where everyday was beautiful,
If we met and laughed it out,
The condescending statements,
When left those still childlike lips,
It didnt hurt but, refreshing,
The cheek which you wanted to hate,
But, ending up laughing and only loving,
Through the music around,
The eyes spoke what nothing else could,
When the time stopped,
But, it sure wasnt love,
It was a respect, a mutual understanding,
It left me confused and happy,
Crusading through the roads,
Ending up in new places,
Talking and sharing,
It all of a sudden felt new,
Things happened and done,
They were not spoken about,
They weren't erased either,
Its the comfort of being yourself,
Not being judged,
It wasn't about regret,
Just in the moment,
Small gestures here and there,
Seemed so very nice,
When you can shout,
Cry like the world's ended,
Throw tantrums and still be tolerated,
If nothing comes out of,
What you really wanted,
Just grab a beer and,
Take everything in a new direction,
Those are the small little things,
That make the day,
Through the mirage of the world,
Only and only those moments,
Which are unadulterated and from the heart,
Seem and make you feel perfect.

Walking Friendship's Miles ..

Work at college has just ended,
I walked to the famous hangout,
Called up the one person,
I most wanted to see and hear out,
I dialled the number and waited a bit,
Finally, the call was picked,
My friend has just finished the gym,
Let me take a bath, ill be there in a bit,
I waited as I spoke to a few people,
In anticipation of my friend,
The arrival brought a smile on my face,
Together we walked into the night's face,
Speaking of days we had missed out on,
Laughing at the stupidity we all had done,
Discussing the good and bad of life,
About editing people out of my life,
My friend said, it still bothered me,
I have changed in a way I retorted,
Believe me, I know you too well,
I said, maybe we have to rewind and refresh,
We then laughed light heartedly,
Hand in hand we walked a little silently,
Distance hardly seemed a hinderance,
We walked without realising the time,
Words have an easy flow,
No pretence plays the time,
After long did we simply let go,
Not caring who'd come and go,
Relishing the moment that was there,
Making friendship's silent vows,
In our hearts we know it for sure,
We will be there for each other through and through,
After the these three years,
After all the world's fight,
We'd still hold on whats dear,
For each other we'll always be here.

 

Note:- My dear friend,
Pune is a better place with you here. It is bearable and honestly, I do not have any reason to complain any more. You mean a lot to me and your friendship, I hold it close to my heart. I promise to always be there for you, no matter what.

Much Love

The Girl Who Moved On...

Away from the cocoon of her family,
Away from the love of the close ones,
Stepped a girl all of seventeen,
Into the new mysterious world,
Its a journey worth living,
Its a bliss and a new experience,
Its a mirage they forgot to mention,
Its just a facade they forgot to convey,
She walked into the calm waters,
Hardly expecting a storm,
She treaded till a distance,
Until she almost drowned,
She fought because she was strong,
She was persistent just like when she was back home,
The waters washed away her spirit,
Filled her lungs with  salt and misery,
Breath was shallow and hard to take,
Until she thought she'd give up,
Her mother's words rang in her mind,
Her father's faith gave her hope,
She finally swam across,
With a determination at peek,
She wandered a little deeper,
The forest beckoned her at every step,
The green seemed too alluring,
But, hid a bitter truth,
The warm hearts were too good to be true,
The words seemed like gold,
The world felt like a cocoon again,
Until all hell broke loose,
Hearts were crushed,
Words were spoken too loud,
Hurt was the only motive,
To crush and walk upon,
Tears seemed to have dried up,
Cheeks had sunken in,
The body felt lifeless,
Like it was just brutally kicked,
Where truth and honesty were to reign,
Seemed like an agenda was brewing in the sidelanes,
Alliances were forged and broken,
Bitches barked and were forgotten,
Then a pair of caring hands held,
The heart and mind in place,
Supported the weak, uncertain steps,
To believe and never again regret,
Life was edited off the unwanted,
Because they were too unimportant,
Life was taking course on the set path,
Trying not to make the mistakes again,
This girl she looked back,
Smiles, shrugged and carried walking on,
Life had just begun the show,
She was ready now to take on every moment,
She chose to close a chapter and begin a new one,
She was the girlwho moved on ...

My Day ..

I looked outside my window,
The night fading away,
The morning rising in poise,
And there I was typing away,
A million thoughts ran,
Through the tracks of my brain,
My heart pumping with extra vigor,
In wait of something of which I wasnt aware,
This morning was different than the rest,
I knew it and I could feel,
It sunk right into my bones,
It tickled me from within,
It brought onto me,
A different dawn of light,
My face lit with a memory,
My heart alight from the core of my being,
The fire was of winning,
The heat of being ready,
The veins pumped out of my skin,
My new day had begun,
I knew it was right,
I knew it was my time,
A time of glory was not too far,
A cocoon of love engulfed,
A shield of blessing hele me,
An angel of hope kissed me,
I urged myself to walk,
To walk into the new day,
Let the first ray sink into my pores,
To embrace and take on the world,
A new day, A new life it was,
Something I had never felt before,
It was my calling,
It was MY day.

The Other Side ..

Slowly I ran into the light,
To the place I know not of,
A probable dream that awaits,
Or a block where i'll tumble and fall,
I looked around beyond the land,
I saw what my eyes could never see,
Of a thought it had grown,
Into what I thought was a dream,
I knew such things dint happen,
It seemed so surreal,
I was fighting with my knowledge,
Of what is and what I was witnessing,
The materialistic never intrigued me,
The finer nuances called out to me,
The winds they share their secrets,
The flowers pass smiles at me,
A dogs lick makes me scream with delight,
A bird's flight ignites me from the inside,
The flow of water beckons me,
To move on and never regret,
To embrace everything in the way,
To take each day as it is,
A mother's words teaches me,
To forgive and impart selflessness,
A father belief instill in me,
Encouragement and sense of responsibility,
How the world turns out to be,
No one can ever predict,
To walk what one believes in,
Is the only thing we can be,
Forgive and forget the past,
Never be on the extremes of things,
Be grateful for all that you possess,
Be thankful for everyday.
Life is too short to complain about,
Lilfe is too beautiful to let go,
Just smile and you'll know,
Just believe and you'll feel,
Your life completely transforming,
From mere existence to actual living.