Some Love ...

I often debated whether my heart was right,
Or was I just a chaos finding myself,
In the turbulence plaguing my mind,
I often forgot the challenge that it is.

I could not love like the old times,
Pieces of me scattered all over,
It was not about the sweet nothings anymore,
I needed what could stir my soul.

I was looking to sit side by side,
Communicating even if we spoke little,
To know the darkest fears,
To understand what inspires.

I don't want to say I Love Yous,
I want to go on adventures,
Discover what no one knows about us,
Not like the ordinary stories of love.

What drives us towards the future,
The aspirations we had since childhood,
The failures and successes,
Which made me us who we are.

What keeps us up at night,
What resides in the deepest rooms of our minds,
The things that drive us insane,
Also the ones which make us laugh.

I want to know about every iota of your being,
And I want you to reside in every breath I take,
I want to live like what we all talk about,
Two bodies and one soul.

Can we be that and not superficial love?
Can we live like we want to be alive?
Make every bit of every second?
Not just two people wanting companionship because we are afraid of being alone.