Ma :)

You are my everything.

Mothers!epitome of beauty,devotion,hardwork,love,care and endless sacrifices.My mom is all of that and more. I love her but,I try not to show it too much.Why?because she starts giving me too many kissies all over my face! :-| She wont leave me only after that!
So,I have spent many years in conflict with her,always thinking that she never understood me or wouldn't let me dow hat I wanted to but,i eventually realised that she was too scared too lose me to the world.I used to be very rebellious and would oppose everything she said. I hardly paid any heed to her words,"bhashan" as I would call it. I fell hard,way too hard and then realised what all she had once told me.It all came rushing back into my head and I loved her more than my life ever since.
To me,Ma is like an angel with those deep brown almond eyes beautifully outlined with kajal and a smile as powerful as the sunlight. She is my guiding light in the dark.My support when am handicap.Love that am never deprived of. A strength that always keep me going.A hand which always blesses me. A lady of self confidence,intelligence and radiant beauty. She is like the summer breeze who when enters a home brings in so much freshness with her.
Back at home in Delhi,I remember,she would wake me up with a kiss on both cheeks and her hand over my head murmuring words of prayer and blessings.I used to be usually awake by then but,I used to pretend to be asleep and smile mildly so she wouldn't know.She smelled of my favourite cranberry body wash and johnson baby talc and her hands as soft as a cotton ball.She would pester me to eat,to eat well and be concerned always about what I wore.The reason I threw tantrums were only because I knew she would pamper me and make me eat with her own hands,pick my clothes for me and smile at me lovingly.
Memories from my childhood which make my day even now are the ones where she would plait my long tresses every morning and send me to school. If ever I was upset,she would call me fondly and feed me my favourite paranthas laiden with dallops of butter.*sigh*
Now am pune and am 18,living alone in the hostel with no mommy to look after.. no one to make sure my laundry is done,that I have eaten on time or simply that everything is perfect. Her perfect is almost annoying but,it doesnt cease to surprise me all the time.I miss hugging her and going off to sleep in her lap,getting my hair oiled by her and being nagged about the smalled of things.
People say,I have her eyes.It makes me feel so beautiful and proud.My Ma has given me my gift of writing and music.She inspires me everyday to live my dreams and not stop until you have reached the very point you wanted to.To think big,Do big and  Be big.She never says it but,I know she misses me every single moment.From the time she leaves home to go to school till the time she sleeps at night. Talking about night,I remember how she would call me on my phone while am sitting in my room just to go to her room and switch off the lights because she is already tucked! hehe ..cutie my ma is.
She sleeps like a lil baby with her lips slightly apart and a faint smile on her face.She glows even when she sleeps!She sings to herself when she cooks and my! my! what a joy it is to watch her sway in sync with the swivle of the serving spoon.
I love my ma too much.am sure you guys do too but,am just a lil too overcome with emotions today so I love my ma more! :-D If ever I can become half as awesome a person as her,I'd feel like I have achieved almost everything in life.
Ma,you are my reason to life,my reason to stay here even though I want to quit,a reason to stand strong and win the battle,my blind faith in this demented place,part of my soul which makes me strive to be a better person each day and Smile because I have seen you do it through the trying times and come out wise and happy.
I love you Ma! Thank You for being the best mother in the world! *tight hugg* *lots of kissies*
I Miss You.
I promise I will make you Proud :-)