An emotionful and emotionless person

dont make life an illusion

At the end of the time,
all thats ever going to be there,
all that you can ever call yours,
Is the solitude and self love,
the tides of time makes you meet,
the scenes of life will get you to a point,
where you will call someone yours,
DONT be dellusioned,
pause and give it a thought,
wait and let a few moments pass by,
then try and look around,
who is really there?
If someone is cuz you mean something,
if someone is cuz you are special,
if someone is cuz you are beautiful,
if someone is cuz you deserve,
but,for how long?
someday,we all will wilt away,
become ashes and combine,
with the truth of life,
am not talking of death,
am not talking of loneliness,
I speak of the day turning into night,
the lava which has the fire,
but,eventually cools away,
damages done and sorted,
life lived and fulfilled,
A stagnant point,
where you need to think about yourself,
that day,you will be alone,
thinking,screaming,crying,smiling,
loving,lost,content,
a life of a temporary stand,
yes,am contradicting,
just the way life is,
the waves that carry you,
to an unimaginable place,
the earthquake which,
bring you back to reality,
live,my friends,
love,my friends,
cry,who cares,
be who you are,
let nothing hold you back,
not a person,
A god damn situation,
A feeling noone else will understand,
LIVE! for yourself,
THEN for someone else..