I wait ...

The  winds  sweep in through my window,
I see that beautiful smile,
It rummages through my hair,
it makes go all crazy and wild.
I dance like I have never before,
I see the moonglight,
lighting up my world,
I know for once it was all true.
I look out and see nothing,
I look around and see everything,
I hear  the music play and it sways me,
I trip on the lights and they make me crave,
A solitude I had let go off,
an inhibition I had turned off,
I thought it could be different,
I believe this what I was looking for.
The green in the light,
The people who mean to me,
couldn’t  satisfy a need,
I needed something way beyond.
I knew I was loved,
I knew I was special,
I somehow had forgotten it for a while,
But,then you had come along.
Those glassy brown eyes,
That caring look behind the look,
You loved being hated,
But,I loved you all along.
Seemed so mystical,
A story I wanted to know,
I walked and walked and searched,
All I saw was a dead end.
You,I made my life,
you,I lived for,
to see you smile,
To show whats life.
I know I loved those words,
those silences which I never knew of,
I looked back and saw you,
but,long before you were gone.
Stay there,hold on,
am there waiting,
To tell you whats love,
to tell whats life.
hold on tight,believe in me,
stay right there.dont go away,
the winds just blew in,
I’ll make them my poetry.
just for you,your smile,
just like a lil child’s,
I miss it,I want to see,
that you are mine now and forever.

The Sucker Of Life

am curved on the sides,
edgy towards the end,
I make you smile,
I make you blush,
I eventually turn you to dust.


I make you want to hug,
steal a kiss or more,
I makes your eyes,
Go all puppy doggy types,
Eventually,I stab you hard.


oh!my honey,my baby!
ya!ya!the cute cuddly words,
I make you hold hands so tight,
even the air cant pass by,
Then I make you flow away in sweat.


The lovely dates,
moon watching and star gazing,
I even make a poet out of you,
I make you dance crazy,
Eventually make you fall hard.


I am the reason,
for the sweet lovey dovey messages,
walk past that person,
and turn crimson red,
eventually i suck the life out of you.


I make you live a fairytale,
The adorable gifts and all,
the sweet love making,
the scenes of PDAs,
eventually I get you to the ground.


I make you brag and boast,
the love bites and soar lips,
The tingly feeling down the spine,
the happy happy smile,
Eventually,I make you cry.


I walk into your life,
make you feel special and nice,
Then I walk away,
Without a reason and with questions,
To which I never reply,
Eventually,I am just a lie.



You cant do without me,
you cant do with me,
You need me,
you hate me,
Its all about me.

I laugh,I laugh like crazy,
Laugh in your confused face,
you thought i was all beautiful,
but,my friend,am a sadist,
all you people call me LOVE.

and all i do is laugh at your fate ..

hahahhaha!