Mirror Of Emotions,Ripples Of Water

the moves of the water,just like our life..

I was sitting on a rock,
away high above,
looked down and my breath caught,
when I looked at the water,
it looked so still,
almost surreal,
like a mirage in my eyes,
almost my imagination,
I took a stone,
I threw it far,
it plopped on the water,
it later drowned,
I smiled at a thought,
the ripples smiles with me,
like the water reflected my heart,
like they read my mind,
I threw another stone,
doing away the pain,
I had the silent tears,
the ripples imitate,
I sat for hours,
how long,I couldn’t tell,
long in a puzzle,
life had set in,
trying hard to conclude,
the frown on my forehead,
I plopped another stone,
the ripples imitated my mood,
I then laughed at myself,
how complicated I was,
naïve like a kid,
yet,a grown up at heart,
a memory with friends,
sent me into peals of laughters,
I threw a stone in all happiness,
the ripples were my alies,
they laughed with me,
seemed like my best friends,
accepted me how I was,
never questioned,
never complained.
they moved like the music I played,
paced fast with the beats,
or hung on slow,
when it was a lullaby,
the winds played with them,
seduced the ripples as they went,
tortured them like a lover,
played like best friends,
I watched amused,
I wondered and smiled,
the water was my mirror,
the mirror to my heart and mind,
I felt my emotions,
it portrayed it live,
swayed with the intensity,
it gave them the life,
it created a lil life of its own,
with the happiness and sadness,
which came and went,
the people who become a part of it,
the people who come and go..
I sat there watching,
long after the sun had set,
the waters had again become still,
I then realized,my thoughts were also at rest .

I wait ...

The  winds  sweep in through my window,
I see that beautiful smile,
It rummages through my hair,
it makes go all crazy and wild.
I dance like I have never before,
I see the moonglight,
lighting up my world,
I know for once it was all true.
I look out and see nothing,
I look around and see everything,
I hear  the music play and it sways me,
I trip on the lights and they make me crave,
A solitude I had let go off,
an inhibition I had turned off,
I thought it could be different,
I believe this what I was looking for.
The green in the light,
The people who mean to me,
couldn’t  satisfy a need,
I needed something way beyond.
I knew I was loved,
I knew I was special,
I somehow had forgotten it for a while,
But,then you had come along.
Those glassy brown eyes,
That caring look behind the look,
You loved being hated,
But,I loved you all along.
Seemed so mystical,
A story I wanted to know,
I walked and walked and searched,
All I saw was a dead end.
You,I made my life,
you,I lived for,
to see you smile,
To show whats life.
I know I loved those words,
those silences which I never knew of,
I looked back and saw you,
but,long before you were gone.
Stay there,hold on,
am there waiting,
To tell you whats love,
to tell whats life.
hold on tight,believe in me,
stay right there.dont go away,
the winds just blew in,
I’ll make them my poetry.
just for you,your smile,
just like a lil child’s,
I miss it,I want to see,
that you are mine now and forever.

An emotionful and emotionless person

dont make life an illusion

At the end of the time,
all thats ever going to be there,
all that you can ever call yours,
Is the solitude and self love,
the tides of time makes you meet,
the scenes of life will get you to a point,
where you will call someone yours,
DONT be dellusioned,
pause and give it a thought,
wait and let a few moments pass by,
then try and look around,
who is really there?
If someone is cuz you mean something,
if someone is cuz you are special,
if someone is cuz you are beautiful,
if someone is cuz you deserve,
but,for how long?
someday,we all will wilt away,
become ashes and combine,
with the truth of life,
am not talking of death,
am not talking of loneliness,
I speak of the day turning into night,
the lava which has the fire,
but,eventually cools away,
damages done and sorted,
life lived and fulfilled,
A stagnant point,
where you need to think about yourself,
that day,you will be alone,
thinking,screaming,crying,smiling,
loving,lost,content,
a life of a temporary stand,
yes,am contradicting,
just the way life is,
the waves that carry you,
to an unimaginable place,
the earthquake which,
bring you back to reality,
live,my friends,
love,my friends,
cry,who cares,
be who you are,
let nothing hold you back,
not a person,
A god damn situation,
A feeling noone else will understand,
LIVE! for yourself,
THEN for someone else..