Human Beings? ...

I belong to a cynical world,
Where smile are misinterpreted,
I belong to a sadist world,
Where tears are celebrated.

I know people who care,
I know people who dont,
I know some will hold you,
While most will only throw.

I know love of a mother,
I know that of my father,
I know the love of my family,
I want to know no more.

I feel the pain around,
I breathe in the happiness,
I cant close my eyes to the wrong,
I cant speak false words.

To choose whats right,
To ignore the wrong,
To do only the best,
To walk with the head held high.

I know conflict,
I know confusion,
I know what an empty mind does,
I know what creativity does.

I believe in destiny,
I also believe in harwork,
I believe luck exixts,
I know what a blessing does.

I have a crazy temper,
I can love like a doting wife,
I cry like its all over,
I smile because I feel its divine.

I maybe a diplomat,
I may also be a hippocrat,
I am what the world demands,
Though,in the core of my heart I'll alway be me.

I sleep in my ma's lap,
I love piggy backs,
I love speaking like a baby,
I love the stupid crazy things.

I watch the flowers bloom,
I watch the birds asleep,
I listen to the leaves rustle,
I believe in the music it creates.

I believe in the power of sound,
I believe in the impact of words,
I have seen the scars of action,
I believe there should be wisdom

I forgive and forget,
Am just plain normal
Maybe a lil hyper,
is that abnormal?

I make mistakes and learn,
I make a point and contradict myself,
Not, that am too unitelligent,
I am being a human.

I do talk and gossip,
I admit when am wrong,
Wont stand crap when blamed,
Something I wasnt even aware of.

Am not looking for perfection,
It can never be,
For perfection is a state of mind,
oh!well,we all know about Human Beings

Living It Up ..

Never could I run away .. never could I embrace

Was I too naive or was I just too scared?

I took each step with ease,

But,in the end I let it be,

Kicked it off strong and nice,

lost my nerves when the end arrived,

Wondered on what I was holding on,

Would it give away or will I get a new life?
I ran I ran,I ran too hard,
not looking behind or who I passed,
It was a road that was leading on,
It was the path I was looking for,
Life aint about destiny,
Its about what we make out of it,
If you're not happy,
Then pretend and you will see,
That on the seventh day you will be,
No more thoughts,no more wandering,
living it straight,no crap talking.

Mirror Of Emotions,Ripples Of Water

the moves of the water,just like our life..

I was sitting on a rock,
away high above,
looked down and my breath caught,
when I looked at the water,
it looked so still,
almost surreal,
like a mirage in my eyes,
almost my imagination,
I took a stone,
I threw it far,
it plopped on the water,
it later drowned,
I smiled at a thought,
the ripples smiles with me,
like the water reflected my heart,
like they read my mind,
I threw another stone,
doing away the pain,
I had the silent tears,
the ripples imitate,
I sat for hours,
how long,I couldn’t tell,
long in a puzzle,
life had set in,
trying hard to conclude,
the frown on my forehead,
I plopped another stone,
the ripples imitated my mood,
I then laughed at myself,
how complicated I was,
naïve like a kid,
yet,a grown up at heart,
a memory with friends,
sent me into peals of laughters,
I threw a stone in all happiness,
the ripples were my alies,
they laughed with me,
seemed like my best friends,
accepted me how I was,
never questioned,
never complained.
they moved like the music I played,
paced fast with the beats,
or hung on slow,
when it was a lullaby,
the winds played with them,
seduced the ripples as they went,
tortured them like a lover,
played like best friends,
I watched amused,
I wondered and smiled,
the water was my mirror,
the mirror to my heart and mind,
I felt my emotions,
it portrayed it live,
swayed with the intensity,
it gave them the life,
it created a lil life of its own,
with the happiness and sadness,
which came and went,
the people who become a part of it,
the people who come and go..
I sat there watching,
long after the sun had set,
the waters had again become still,
I then realized,my thoughts were also at rest .

An emotionful and emotionless person

dont make life an illusion

At the end of the time,
all thats ever going to be there,
all that you can ever call yours,
Is the solitude and self love,
the tides of time makes you meet,
the scenes of life will get you to a point,
where you will call someone yours,
DONT be dellusioned,
pause and give it a thought,
wait and let a few moments pass by,
then try and look around,
who is really there?
If someone is cuz you mean something,
if someone is cuz you are special,
if someone is cuz you are beautiful,
if someone is cuz you deserve,
but,for how long?
someday,we all will wilt away,
become ashes and combine,
with the truth of life,
am not talking of death,
am not talking of loneliness,
I speak of the day turning into night,
the lava which has the fire,
but,eventually cools away,
damages done and sorted,
life lived and fulfilled,
A stagnant point,
where you need to think about yourself,
that day,you will be alone,
thinking,screaming,crying,smiling,
loving,lost,content,
a life of a temporary stand,
yes,am contradicting,
just the way life is,
the waves that carry you,
to an unimaginable place,
the earthquake which,
bring you back to reality,
live,my friends,
love,my friends,
cry,who cares,
be who you are,
let nothing hold you back,
not a person,
A god damn situation,
A feeling noone else will understand,
LIVE! for yourself,
THEN for someone else..

A sweet escape,A dream, A reality

Walk to your inner destination ..

If only there was an escape,
If only we could see,
If only the lights shone brighter,
If only we'd believe,
There is a hope so high,
There is a strong desire,
In every being,
To overcome and be the best.
If only we'd keep silent,
If only we sit and realise,
If only we look inside of us,
If only we close our eyes,
To see another world,
Thats capable of everything,
Making it easy for us to achieve our goals.
If only we stop to analyse,
If only we took out time,
If only we saw the good,
If only we hugged ourselves,
We'd know this place aint that bad,
We'd know its not too sad,
Its how we look at it.
If only we dint believe in flamboyance,
If only simplicity played,
If only we walked the right way,
This world's a far better place,
To smile at the smallest of things,
To do and never regret.
Lets take out some time,
Be with ourselves,
Discover a phenomena,
Feel the cosmic change,
Drown deep in what we feel,
Sail through our inner being,
To know the nuances we long lost,
To be what only dreams can be ...

Reach out to your escape .. know yourself and never look back ..