The Other Side ..

Slowly I ran into the light,
To the place I know not of,
A probable dream that awaits,
Or a block where i'll tumble and fall,
I looked around beyond the land,
I saw what my eyes could never see,
Of a thought it had grown,
Into what I thought was a dream,
I knew such things dint happen,
It seemed so surreal,
I was fighting with my knowledge,
Of what is and what I was witnessing,
The materialistic never intrigued me,
The finer nuances called out to me,
The winds they share their secrets,
The flowers pass smiles at me,
A dogs lick makes me scream with delight,
A bird's flight ignites me from the inside,
The flow of water beckons me,
To move on and never regret,
To embrace everything in the way,
To take each day as it is,
A mother's words teaches me,
To forgive and impart selflessness,
A father belief instill in me,
Encouragement and sense of responsibility,
How the world turns out to be,
No one can ever predict,
To walk what one believes in,
Is the only thing we can be,
Forgive and forget the past,
Never be on the extremes of things,
Be grateful for all that you possess,
Be thankful for everyday.
Life is too short to complain about,
Lilfe is too beautiful to let go,
Just smile and you'll know,
Just believe and you'll feel,
Your life completely transforming,
From mere existence to actual living.

Human Beings? ...

I belong to a cynical world,
Where smile are misinterpreted,
I belong to a sadist world,
Where tears are celebrated.

I know people who care,
I know people who dont,
I know some will hold you,
While most will only throw.

I know love of a mother,
I know that of my father,
I know the love of my family,
I want to know no more.

I feel the pain around,
I breathe in the happiness,
I cant close my eyes to the wrong,
I cant speak false words.

To choose whats right,
To ignore the wrong,
To do only the best,
To walk with the head held high.

I know conflict,
I know confusion,
I know what an empty mind does,
I know what creativity does.

I believe in destiny,
I also believe in harwork,
I believe luck exixts,
I know what a blessing does.

I have a crazy temper,
I can love like a doting wife,
I cry like its all over,
I smile because I feel its divine.

I maybe a diplomat,
I may also be a hippocrat,
I am what the world demands,
Though,in the core of my heart I'll alway be me.

I sleep in my ma's lap,
I love piggy backs,
I love speaking like a baby,
I love the stupid crazy things.

I watch the flowers bloom,
I watch the birds asleep,
I listen to the leaves rustle,
I believe in the music it creates.

I believe in the power of sound,
I believe in the impact of words,
I have seen the scars of action,
I believe there should be wisdom

I forgive and forget,
Am just plain normal
Maybe a lil hyper,
is that abnormal?

I make mistakes and learn,
I make a point and contradict myself,
Not, that am too unitelligent,
I am being a human.

I do talk and gossip,
I admit when am wrong,
Wont stand crap when blamed,
Something I wasnt even aware of.

Am not looking for perfection,
It can never be,
For perfection is a state of mind,
oh!well,we all know about Human Beings

Conflicting Yet At Peace

Am living in a place,
where my heart doesnt want to be,
waking up every morning,
wishing,it was only a dream.
I still go to the place,
where am supposed to be,
My heart calls for more,
A wait,it has to be.
I meet the people who make me happy,
I walk along wishing something would be different,
The crowd is all around me,
Yet,it feels so alone,
Meet the right people,they say,
how do I figure out,they forgot to tell,
Dont trust just anyone,they say,
Whom to trust,they forgot to say,
I sit watching everyone pass by,
some wait and say a hi,
I have forgotten what it feels like,
to be comfortable and adjust,
its a long gone feeling,
treasuring a few cherished moments,
a smile that was swept off,
the tears that kept rolling down,
the heart that kept yearning,
I knew,I believed,
I looked and I could see,
the dreams that I wanted to be,
something beyond surreal,
something that only thoughts can be,
hold me,take me away,
speak to me and let me know,
you are and will be,
right here where you are meant to be,
I then opened my eyes,
woke up from my sleep,
smiling to myself knowingly,
a dream that soon will be a reality.

Living It Up ..

Never could I run away .. never could I embrace

Was I too naive or was I just too scared?

I took each step with ease,

But,in the end I let it be,

Kicked it off strong and nice,

lost my nerves when the end arrived,

Wondered on what I was holding on,

Would it give away or will I get a new life?
I ran I ran,I ran too hard,
not looking behind or who I passed,
It was a road that was leading on,
It was the path I was looking for,
Life aint about destiny,
Its about what we make out of it,
If you're not happy,
Then pretend and you will see,
That on the seventh day you will be,
No more thoughts,no more wandering,
living it straight,no crap talking.

Mirror Of Emotions,Ripples Of Water

the moves of the water,just like our life..

I was sitting on a rock,
away high above,
looked down and my breath caught,
when I looked at the water,
it looked so still,
almost surreal,
like a mirage in my eyes,
almost my imagination,
I took a stone,
I threw it far,
it plopped on the water,
it later drowned,
I smiled at a thought,
the ripples smiles with me,
like the water reflected my heart,
like they read my mind,
I threw another stone,
doing away the pain,
I had the silent tears,
the ripples imitate,
I sat for hours,
how long,I couldn’t tell,
long in a puzzle,
life had set in,
trying hard to conclude,
the frown on my forehead,
I plopped another stone,
the ripples imitated my mood,
I then laughed at myself,
how complicated I was,
naïve like a kid,
yet,a grown up at heart,
a memory with friends,
sent me into peals of laughters,
I threw a stone in all happiness,
the ripples were my alies,
they laughed with me,
seemed like my best friends,
accepted me how I was,
never questioned,
never complained.
they moved like the music I played,
paced fast with the beats,
or hung on slow,
when it was a lullaby,
the winds played with them,
seduced the ripples as they went,
tortured them like a lover,
played like best friends,
I watched amused,
I wondered and smiled,
the water was my mirror,
the mirror to my heart and mind,
I felt my emotions,
it portrayed it live,
swayed with the intensity,
it gave them the life,
it created a lil life of its own,
with the happiness and sadness,
which came and went,
the people who become a part of it,
the people who come and go..
I sat there watching,
long after the sun had set,
the waters had again become still,
I then realized,my thoughts were also at rest .

I wait ...

The  winds  sweep in through my window,
I see that beautiful smile,
It rummages through my hair,
it makes go all crazy and wild.
I dance like I have never before,
I see the moonglight,
lighting up my world,
I know for once it was all true.
I look out and see nothing,
I look around and see everything,
I hear  the music play and it sways me,
I trip on the lights and they make me crave,
A solitude I had let go off,
an inhibition I had turned off,
I thought it could be different,
I believe this what I was looking for.
The green in the light,
The people who mean to me,
couldn’t  satisfy a need,
I needed something way beyond.
I knew I was loved,
I knew I was special,
I somehow had forgotten it for a while,
But,then you had come along.
Those glassy brown eyes,
That caring look behind the look,
You loved being hated,
But,I loved you all along.
Seemed so mystical,
A story I wanted to know,
I walked and walked and searched,
All I saw was a dead end.
You,I made my life,
you,I lived for,
to see you smile,
To show whats life.
I know I loved those words,
those silences which I never knew of,
I looked back and saw you,
but,long before you were gone.
Stay there,hold on,
am there waiting,
To tell you whats love,
to tell whats life.
hold on tight,believe in me,
stay right there.dont go away,
the winds just blew in,
I’ll make them my poetry.
just for you,your smile,
just like a lil child’s,
I miss it,I want to see,
that you are mine now and forever.

Fresh ..

I stood across the field,
I looked beyond what eyes could see,
I felt the cold breeze,
sweep my heart away from me.
I closed my eyelids,
I smiled like a child,
I thought about the times,
I rejoiced in my mind.
I shivered from head,
It moved down to my spine,
I hugged myself close,
The winds felt divine.
I felt so alive,
like a fresh blossomed rose,
I felt so loved,
Like I rested in my lover's arms.
I knew life is good,
Its all worthwhile,
small moments of happiness,
Long days if life.
I smile cuz I know,
I love cuz I feel,
I laugh cuz I hate to cry,
I live cuz thats how its supposed to be