Human Beings? ...

I belong to a cynical world,
Where smile are misinterpreted,
I belong to a sadist world,
Where tears are celebrated.

I know people who care,
I know people who dont,
I know some will hold you,
While most will only throw.

I know love of a mother,
I know that of my father,
I know the love of my family,
I want to know no more.

I feel the pain around,
I breathe in the happiness,
I cant close my eyes to the wrong,
I cant speak false words.

To choose whats right,
To ignore the wrong,
To do only the best,
To walk with the head held high.

I know conflict,
I know confusion,
I know what an empty mind does,
I know what creativity does.

I believe in destiny,
I also believe in harwork,
I believe luck exixts,
I know what a blessing does.

I have a crazy temper,
I can love like a doting wife,
I cry like its all over,
I smile because I feel its divine.

I maybe a diplomat,
I may also be a hippocrat,
I am what the world demands,
Though,in the core of my heart I'll alway be me.

I sleep in my ma's lap,
I love piggy backs,
I love speaking like a baby,
I love the stupid crazy things.

I watch the flowers bloom,
I watch the birds asleep,
I listen to the leaves rustle,
I believe in the music it creates.

I believe in the power of sound,
I believe in the impact of words,
I have seen the scars of action,
I believe there should be wisdom

I forgive and forget,
Am just plain normal
Maybe a lil hyper,
is that abnormal?

I make mistakes and learn,
I make a point and contradict myself,
Not, that am too unitelligent,
I am being a human.

I do talk and gossip,
I admit when am wrong,
Wont stand crap when blamed,
Something I wasnt even aware of.

Am not looking for perfection,
It can never be,
For perfection is a state of mind,
oh!well,we all know about Human Beings

Conflicting Yet At Peace

Am living in a place,
where my heart doesnt want to be,
waking up every morning,
wishing,it was only a dream.
I still go to the place,
where am supposed to be,
My heart calls for more,
A wait,it has to be.
I meet the people who make me happy,
I walk along wishing something would be different,
The crowd is all around me,
Yet,it feels so alone,
Meet the right people,they say,
how do I figure out,they forgot to tell,
Dont trust just anyone,they say,
Whom to trust,they forgot to say,
I sit watching everyone pass by,
some wait and say a hi,
I have forgotten what it feels like,
to be comfortable and adjust,
its a long gone feeling,
treasuring a few cherished moments,
a smile that was swept off,
the tears that kept rolling down,
the heart that kept yearning,
I knew,I believed,
I looked and I could see,
the dreams that I wanted to be,
something beyond surreal,
something that only thoughts can be,
hold me,take me away,
speak to me and let me know,
you are and will be,
right here where you are meant to be,
I then opened my eyes,
woke up from my sleep,
smiling to myself knowingly,
a dream that soon will be a reality.

Living It Up ..

Never could I run away .. never could I embrace

Was I too naive or was I just too scared?

I took each step with ease,

But,in the end I let it be,

Kicked it off strong and nice,

lost my nerves when the end arrived,

Wondered on what I was holding on,

Would it give away or will I get a new life?
I ran I ran,I ran too hard,
not looking behind or who I passed,
It was a road that was leading on,
It was the path I was looking for,
Life aint about destiny,
Its about what we make out of it,
If you're not happy,
Then pretend and you will see,
That on the seventh day you will be,
No more thoughts,no more wandering,
living it straight,no crap talking.

Mirror Of Emotions,Ripples Of Water

the moves of the water,just like our life..

I was sitting on a rock,
away high above,
looked down and my breath caught,
when I looked at the water,
it looked so still,
almost surreal,
like a mirage in my eyes,
almost my imagination,
I took a stone,
I threw it far,
it plopped on the water,
it later drowned,
I smiled at a thought,
the ripples smiles with me,
like the water reflected my heart,
like they read my mind,
I threw another stone,
doing away the pain,
I had the silent tears,
the ripples imitate,
I sat for hours,
how long,I couldn’t tell,
long in a puzzle,
life had set in,
trying hard to conclude,
the frown on my forehead,
I plopped another stone,
the ripples imitated my mood,
I then laughed at myself,
how complicated I was,
naïve like a kid,
yet,a grown up at heart,
a memory with friends,
sent me into peals of laughters,
I threw a stone in all happiness,
the ripples were my alies,
they laughed with me,
seemed like my best friends,
accepted me how I was,
never questioned,
never complained.
they moved like the music I played,
paced fast with the beats,
or hung on slow,
when it was a lullaby,
the winds played with them,
seduced the ripples as they went,
tortured them like a lover,
played like best friends,
I watched amused,
I wondered and smiled,
the water was my mirror,
the mirror to my heart and mind,
I felt my emotions,
it portrayed it live,
swayed with the intensity,
it gave them the life,
it created a lil life of its own,
with the happiness and sadness,
which came and went,
the people who become a part of it,
the people who come and go..
I sat there watching,
long after the sun had set,
the waters had again become still,
I then realized,my thoughts were also at rest .

I wait ...

The  winds  sweep in through my window,
I see that beautiful smile,
It rummages through my hair,
it makes go all crazy and wild.
I dance like I have never before,
I see the moonglight,
lighting up my world,
I know for once it was all true.
I look out and see nothing,
I look around and see everything,
I hear  the music play and it sways me,
I trip on the lights and they make me crave,
A solitude I had let go off,
an inhibition I had turned off,
I thought it could be different,
I believe this what I was looking for.
The green in the light,
The people who mean to me,
couldn’t  satisfy a need,
I needed something way beyond.
I knew I was loved,
I knew I was special,
I somehow had forgotten it for a while,
But,then you had come along.
Those glassy brown eyes,
That caring look behind the look,
You loved being hated,
But,I loved you all along.
Seemed so mystical,
A story I wanted to know,
I walked and walked and searched,
All I saw was a dead end.
You,I made my life,
you,I lived for,
to see you smile,
To show whats life.
I know I loved those words,
those silences which I never knew of,
I looked back and saw you,
but,long before you were gone.
Stay there,hold on,
am there waiting,
To tell you whats love,
to tell whats life.
hold on tight,believe in me,
stay right there.dont go away,
the winds just blew in,
I’ll make them my poetry.
just for you,your smile,
just like a lil child’s,
I miss it,I want to see,
that you are mine now and forever.

Fresh ..

I stood across the field,
I looked beyond what eyes could see,
I felt the cold breeze,
sweep my heart away from me.
I closed my eyelids,
I smiled like a child,
I thought about the times,
I rejoiced in my mind.
I shivered from head,
It moved down to my spine,
I hugged myself close,
The winds felt divine.
I felt so alive,
like a fresh blossomed rose,
I felt so loved,
Like I rested in my lover's arms.
I knew life is good,
Its all worthwhile,
small moments of happiness,
Long days if life.
I smile cuz I know,
I love cuz I feel,
I laugh cuz I hate to cry,
I live cuz thats how its supposed to be

Unexpected but,am loving it :-)

cuz friendship is beautiful .. :-)

Sometimes life plays funny,
unexpected how you meet some people,
so totally random at even more random places,
you start talking and voila!
they are your great friends,
you talk and talk,
you text and text,
you meet and laugh,
share your part of life with them,
one day you meet another person,
all of you sit for dirnks,
sht happens and everyone forgets,
but there is a bond where is already there,
the talks then become intense,
starts from how it was,
it then coems to how it is,
the problems faced,
the people you have met,
some good memories,
some creepy nightmares,
you share the laughs of good times,
you cry tears of the bad,
you speak like there is no past,
you speak like they are the hope,
you speak of love and fantasy,
you talk cute and crazy,
you meet each and everyday,
you share a precious moment each day,
you do a character rip out,
you trip on each other's words,
most of the times the silence speaks,
for the rest,the words do it all,
yes,we make the bucket list,
to go back in time and live,
be a joyful kid again,
live the life that we forgot.
tradegies and heartbreaks,
been through it all,
you smile and you know it,
its going to be fine after all,
we have playful fights,
kicking and punching,
all the crazy times,
all the stupid talking.
stalking and spying,
complimenting and modesty,
red lipsticks and OMGoshing!
taunting for the fun of it all,
A hand you know that will hold on,
a shoulder you know you can cry on,
its all so mutual,
its like looking at the mirror on the wall,
there was the love triangle,
there was an understading,
there was admiration,
there was never ending smiling,
a few beautiful moments,
many many eventful hours,
many memories in a short while,
I hope to have it all along.
Friends,so close to my heart,
like i have known you forever,
I look at you and i feel,
this has been there all along.
It will go on I know,
Nothing can defy it,
not even the worst storm,
not even as the darkness falls.
its plain sunshine,
its friendship and trust,
its respect and support,
that had been missing since long.
I thank,I pray for all that I have,
I believe and it will be,
A part of my life till the end .

P.S- the people whom its about will know it :-)
*hug*